I keep forgetting Bens gone...i swear i heard his voice last week saying 'Hello uncle Paul..' when i was in a busy area...I turned around with a smile but he wasn't there. I used to go out and buy him clothes and donate my clothes but every time i saw him he was in his baggy trackies and work man boots...i used to moan at him but he'd just reply 'but these are comfy!' haha he made me laugh...wish i was more like him and not so vain! I miss him ... My buddy